Withdrawal?

With the crap timetable that I've been allocated that just about conflicts with that of everyone else I know. I felt lost in the rush of the crowd, and this feeling was so... Dunman High? Oh no...

Just that school's just started, and its really up to my distinction. Should I withdraw into the shell that I've lived in for so long in my Dunman years? I was pretty surprised at how much I enjoyed myself during Circle, the euphoric feelings that accompanied each triumph and the jubilation that followed. The sense of invulnerability, of being able to enjoy my very own SMU experience, as depicted by my bros.

Sure I could start afresh. Get to know each and every one of them. These unfamiliar faces in my class. How many 'hi's and 'bye's can I stand? The inanity of such shallow relationships. I hope to learn as much about others as I possibly can, and in the process, perhaps meet another Koof or Meng. Will time prove me wrong again?

I feel lost.