Wednesday, May 04, 2005

End of her NTU life... And my NUS one... And K???

Today's the day SHE finishes HER exams... Feeling absolutely delighted for HER... Baby U've been thru so much, its time for a new beginning... Sure hope SHE enjoys her job in Ernst and Young.

Well, can't say that for me though, as once again, I find myself in the doldrums. Crossroads of my life again.. I sure hope that all will come to a head if I indeed end up in SMU!! Exams were a mess.. I'm definite that I could haf done better had I studied at all.. Cos I managed to do questions, even with minimal preparations. 'Cept for Math, that is. But I didn't wanna put in effort, and get crap results again, like in Sem I. Disappointed, I am. Well I won't stand for anything less than the best.

Saw WW's blog today... Who's WT? She's K's gf... Amazing revelations about K that I don't even noe.. Or issit just the product of a warped, distorted reality that she sees herself in? I just dunno. K has always been a ladies' man, and he always will be. Stellar credentials, engaging personality and boyish good looks that would have girls swoon at his size-10 feet.. My best buddy and mate since the dark days of DHS. Loyal to the core, or I would choose to believe. WW's blog revolves around their relationship. In it, the turmoil and heartache of a 21-year-old are laid bare for the world to see. Her conflicting emotions, her desire to feel loved, all symptomatic of an insecure person. If I could have a heart-to-heart talk with her, I would counsel her to have faith in the good of K. And that confidence in herself would remove the failings of nagging insecurities. She is indeed pretty, and would be more so if she did not lack the confidence to raise herself to trust the good judgement of K. Judge a person by the company he keeps. Seriously, girls flock to K, but would K corroborate in kind? If your relationship were a rock, there is no reason for K to seek solace elsewhere. WW! It's not that I dun like you. We've got a commonality. We are suspicious ppl, and overtly so. We prefer to err on the side of caution, but for one, I trust HER with my heart, and so should you. There is no love in digging out dirt. Forgive him for his failings, and he'll love you all the more for it. WW! I'm doing this.. Cos I really want K to be happy. WITH YOU BY HIS SIDE. No I am not gay. Period.

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