In turmoil....

I've got my withdrawal email prepped... It's as follows...

Dear Prof Loh

It has been a hard decision for me to make, with all the time and effort that I have spent so far and the fact that NUS has been very kind to me. However, I think the deciding factor remains that I have lost too much ground to my peers in terms of both my grades and my fundamental knowledge of engineering. Despite so, I am relieved that the ECE Dept has taken notice of the flaws in the methods of instruction and that future students would be the beneficiaries of such corrections that you have initiated.

I will never lose my thirst for technology, and the transfer gives me another chance at regaining my motivation. I hope that I might be given the chance to express my gratitude to both NUS and you. It has been a tough choice, especially after the counselling that you gave me but nonetheless, I believe that withdrawal would be in my best interests.

Yours sincerely
XOXOXOX
Matric No: U04XXXXE

I have yet to submit it... I figure I am going to ponder over it tonite...

Pros:
A fresh start.
Koofius, Meng, Zhong and Nick are there.
Make new friends.
Nearer my place.

Cons:
Waste of a year of my life.
I lag further behind in HER career path.
RA's gonna be the only bro in NUS.
I'll be losing my acquaintances in NUS.

What can I do????
I'll definitely sleep on it tonite... And I wish I could turn back time...