Life is like a box of Ferrero Rocher. Full of worms waiting to hatch.

And 3 of them just did. They hatched and wreaked havoc in RA's world. And so his fucked up luck carries on. SMU rejection. NUS results. NTU rejection.

This sucks. This sucks big time. And I really wanted RA with me as we went thru SMU togetha, albeit one year behind the rest. And so RA could get to know the friends he made at SMU better. Even though he was at NUS, it's simply amazing how he clicked with the SMU guys and gals. So much more so than I ever did. He deserves the switch more than I do. And he desperately needs a change of environs. How now.

Perhaps I should stay at NUS. See my time thru with RA. I'll switch a fac. And I'll cui my dreams. ARGGGHHHHHH FUCK IT ALL!!!!!

Why didn't we see the opportunity that lay in front of us. Why did we not go SMU as the rest did. Many more whys. It's easy to curse fate. But it somehow has a way of lashing out at you when you least expect it.

Sorry Jing. Your return and our surprise would normally have merited a post of its own. But we're happy to have you back. We really are. I guess the one that needs us the most now is RA. And I certainly hope something/"that someone" works out for him. Give him a break.