Sunday, April 24, 2005

DOMers Rule!!!!

Today wuz our inaugural match in the Gamers Xtreme League (GXL) with @mp, a Malaysian clan... Played in the second round, when we were Axis... The much tuffer side... Wah kaoz... Wat a match it wuz... Started off with a bad score.... Kena fragged left right centre... but in the end, after an extremely tensetime, =DOM= won by the slimmest of margins... and I finished 3rd!!!! Woot!!!!



Really enjoying my time with =DOM=, a clan that I joined after much hesitation... Didn't know whether I wanted to commit my time, but every moment has been ABSOLUTELY worth it...

PC1432 exam was today... I tot it wuz easy... but I guess Thung didn't ... I feel sorry for him... stuck in a faculty that he barely wants to be in... I have no idea why he did not attempt to apply for the other universities... Damn la... I dun wanna do too well and I dun wanna cui my exams... Wat a lousy predicament I am in... Suxor...

Today spent much of my time at gran's house... Without my baby... Really do adore her so much(both granny and my baby)... She's the best granny one could ever have... And I find no lack of topics to chat with her about... Haizz... She's growing old... I do really want her so much to lead a more comfortable life... Sometimes I really feel so 无能为力 .... I do love her so much...

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Another Day In Hengboy's House...

Rite now blogging in near darkness in Hengboy's room... A real test of my typing skills... He's lying on the bed, not yet ready to sleep... hahah... It's fast how he's grown... Learnt to play BF1942 like a pro, bettered his results.... He's a great kid, way better than SFH...

Yes... I am at HER place yet again... I'm staying over much more often nowadays... If I can tide her over this difficult period, I will la... I'm also teaching her bro... Hengboy lor... Why that name, one might ask.. Cos it's his handle for BF1942... Dumb rite? It's my choice for him (his previous nick, Darren.H got banned... wahahaha.... Mine's RyanBob... We're both from =DOM=... and I sure love the pple there... Especially Rose, Foo and Chic.. haha...

Today was uneventful, last nite was pretty bad... My beloved Geordies fell to the Red Devils.. I hate them... Sian la... I see no future for this team under Shepherd and Souney... Wat can I do? Sucks...

Tmr gotta wake up early... To 陪 HER cook porridge for her beloved brother... Alors, je veux dire "bonnuit"!!

Monday, April 18, 2005

House-Mover for hire....

Today wuz a damn cui day.... last nite lost 2 bucks after mahjong to Ra... 3 hours and 2 Fengs... only 2 bucks... well, I think we had a great time yesterday... Saw Ron gulp down 4/5 of a brand new bottle of vodka... MY vodka... not that it wuz anyting but he really just drank pure vodka... Siao boh... Read somewhere that such risk-taking behaviour is characteristic of female-attention seeking males... But I mean wtf... all the gals there were all galfrens of bros... I mean he doesn't have to engage in such behaviour to impress ANYONE... It's foolhardy, to say the least...

Well zhong left for KL today, wif CX... Hope he has a great time there... Tt guy needs a good break... Anyway... Today was cui bcos i spent nearly 6 hours doing back-breaking house-moving... But seriously feel quite sorry for my uncle.... 7-8 years of hard work and relatively little possessions to show for it... Life is so fucking unfair... He's actually a nice guy la, with grand dreams... But until they come true, dreams are just that---dreams... And so, life's a bitch... Anyhow, we stopped at Quali-Tech to drop some of the additional stuff not needed at Por-Por's house... and I saw IT...... CRATES UPON CRATES OF CUPED (SIC) ALOE VERA.... NBCB... It really stoked the fire in me... Damn dulan at what my eldest maternal uncle had done to Yee Zhang... He's such a nice guy... Yee Zhang I mean... and Uncle Richard too... It sucks when you think what could have been done with all the $$ that were spent on the crap... Want to help in getting rid of it... but how?? There's at least a few thousand cups there lor... With much more stashed away somewhere... And now he's too ashamed to meet the family too... Damn ASS!!!

My poor granny... Really love her very much as well... And I'm glad she knows it... Not like my paternal grandma... Didn't show my appreciation enough when she was still alive... Hence my belief that one should always treat loved ones (including brudders) like we're gonna see them for the very last time whenever we're together... I'm sometimes a dumb mutt, but I really do not wanna see my frens come to harm la... So if CQ, WT 不领情, so be it... It just proved what I believe all along... the guys in SJ do not value friendship as much as the brudders do... For convenience, and for a quick laugh, turn to SJAB.. for loyalty and companionship, only the Brudders can provide the whole package.. Sad that MJ,WS, WT and KK have yet to realise that... and CQ... I'm not sure if he really cares or its simply part of his "extending his network" thingy... I thank whoever's up there in the heavens that I've got Koof, Zhong, Meng, and Ra... I would gladly bleed for these brudders if needed....

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Meng's,Ra's and Rox's Bdae!!!

Thanx to some of my brudders, there's gonna b a major celebration today for the 3 of them... Well done koof, nick and zhong.... Sometimes i wonder if my disconnectedness with the rest of them is due to my spending too much time with HER... can't help it tho, really just love her too much...

Right, the best ting about today is that all 3 of them are blur about wat's gonna happen, or so they have us believe that... wahahah.... Ra tio scammed the worst... cos he actually rcved the email about this shit accidentally sent by me... Then i told him it was a virus, and attached crap to it.. wahahaha... I'm a bloody idiot.... Hope I'll enjoy later sia...

Well, so much so for bdaes... Mine was forgettable to say the least.. It doesn't help that SHE ain't clicking with the bros... But even then, it'd be out of character for her to mix with my bros.. hahaha.... There's loads more about HER that so endears HER to me...

Tmr's a sad day sia... Gotta help my maternal uncle move house... Reason? They're divorcing... Two young kids... Sian... Sometimes I wonder why ppl fall out of love... And then there's so many examples around... haizzz... Life Suxor... And to think that he(my uncle) was my idol when young... He'd taught me networking, MS-DOS commands, Digger... and so much more.. All by the tender age of 6... They're selling the house, and I've no idea what's their plans next... SUX!!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2005

It's been a long while since....

I've felt the need to blog... A long time has passed since my initial euphoria at getting the 'prestigious' NUS Undergrad Scholarship... but my results in NUS have been far from satisfactory... to me, at least.

Why carry on, I've often asked myself.. Cos I need to prove others wrong... And that, my friend, is precisely my own worst enemy in itself. Seeing the muggers in NUS worrying about whether they can score 90 marks for the next test... being panicky about social issues that we non-nerds can just about cope with... Not knowing when to let go and let live, can't say that I envy their perfect results... And seriously, the standards of lecturing in NUS has gotta improve.... It SUCKS!!!!!! Huang Zhiyong, Cheng Holun, Lim "I'm a faggot" Chong Hai, Tay Boon Nga, congrats for turning most of us off programming and the likes... To the first two lecturers: Erase the accented English... Especially you Huang Zhiyong!!! ("How many percent of you understand me? Less than 50% put your hands up) Fuck OFF u lamer... Can't grasp a single pc of crap tt u're tokking abt...

I've spent much thought into a transfer... It'd waste ONE year of my life, and it means that I've gotta wait one year more for my dream to happen... would SHE wait? I've no idea, but I've really gotta start thinking about myself... my future career.. Since I know that I ain't gonna like Engineering, what's holding me back?

Anyhow, SFH and I have sorta declared a kinda truce... I stop fucking her around and I start teaching her Math.. For my mum's sake... Again, I'm doing it for someone else... But she just ain't about anyone else... It's her, and HER... Yep I'm teaching HER bro too... I'm doing my best to keep this SWEET CHILD OF MINE... I absolutely love HER to bits...

So much has happened since matriculation... Ciao baby...